Tired and Worried

I am tired of having to follow extra rules to keep my coworkers, family, and customers safe… when there are so many who don’t seem to give a damn about anyone but themselves. This is NOT “the flu”. Science understands the flu and how it attacks the human system. Right now, they still don’t fully understand Covid19. And it took twenty years to identify the virus that causes the flu and develop effective inoculations for it.

I am worried about my mental health. This time of year, I am usually looking at my calendar with anticipation, because nearly every weekend would have some event that would have me outside. This year, everything has been canceled. I can walk the trails at Five Rivers, but I can’t go see the animals and displays in the buildings.

And I am worried about many of my customers, coworkers, and friends. They are Black, Hispanic, white and Asian… male and female. Some of them are homosexual. I told K, who is both Black and a Queen, that I am worried about him. This area is not always the quietest, open-minded of places.

A friend and I were discussing police. We both know many officers personally. C said she thought they were all good people. I told her I knew a few that I would trust with my life: I am a white female. But I would not be too surprised to learn a few of them had used excessive force on people who do not look, speak, dress or believe as they do.

I am also sick of the useless piece of lying shit sitting in the White House, who has proven time and time again he can’t handle leadership. He hasn’t LED.

And I thought the world was going mad when I started this blog? It’s spiralling out of control.

About Mad Annie, Bronwyn, Ann

I am a wife.mother, writer, cashier (hey, it helps pay the bills), Pagan who sometimes thinks too much. A jackie of all trades and mistress of none
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