Apathy, When is Enough Enough?

Sometimes I wonder what the hell I was thinking, ever getting married or bringing a child into this world. As children, we are fed the whole ‘happily ever after’ line. Until we’re in our teens or early twenties, we buy it.
I keep trying to find it. I went to college, thinking it would mean a good job and independence. DIdn’t happen. I went looking for love; finally got married and had a child, thinking that would make things better. Sometimes I really wonder. I love my daughter, usually. But I get irritated, and my life isn’t anywhere near what I thought it would ever be. I don’t blame her… I blame me and I blame my husband.
When is it alright to quit? Because I don’t want to play these games anymore.

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About Mad Annie, Bronwyn, Ann

I am a wife.mother, writer, cashier (hey, it helps pay the bills), Pagan who sometimes thinks too much. A jackie of all trades and mistress of none
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One Response to Apathy, When is Enough Enough?

  1. Hey, I’ll gladly give you a smile if that may in some way make you smile? Oh I’ll give you a smile anyway. Smile 🙂

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